Chaos. Change. Uncertainty.  Having survived the twists and turns of an unstable childhood, Heidi is an insecure adult without a voice who consistently puts the needs of others ahead of her own. Desperately seeking stability, Heidi strives to show the world her caring nature and take-charge persona as she actively tries to mold her life into something different — something better — for herself than what she has experienced since childhood through her mid-life. But despite her many successes and career accomplishments, three failed marriages and persistent feelings of loneliness, worthlessness, and discontent now converge, bringing her to a dark and unmanageable place.   

Heidi feels trapped by life and its emotionally destructive repeating patterns. Running out of ways to cope, Heidi begins her journey away from a place that had become too painful to continue to exist in. Battling setbacks and her own unrelenting resistance, Heidi finally begins the difficult work that will lead her to inner peace.     

Heidi shares her story hoping that it will lead others to explore and understand their own stories and lives. And — perhaps — assist them in finding their own peace.